Hari Raya Aidilfitri suda lama berlalu...tapi, aku baru nk post.hmm..Ade aku kisah? :p

Raya 2012 –  First Raya without my MIL L 

It’s a mournful one. But everybody seems trying to look happy in front of each other. To be strong,  to ‘redha’ atas pemergian bonda yg tercinta. It’ still very recent, only around 6 months away since she left us. To meet her Creator. Our Creator.

Semoga roh mak dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan kekasihNya…aminnn.

OK, layan pic raya kami!

Raya 1

Prince & Princess yang menjadi penghibur kami semua di pagi raya J Early morning, mereka telah di’siap’kan oleh ibu bapa masing2..hehe. So, First shot is for them…santaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii  jerk kan..hehe.

Kebetulan pulak, theme merah dua2 pun even not in the same tone, satu merah, satu merah jambu (baju sofea hana tu kami grab kat jusco je, sorang pn xde wat baju raya thun ni..hmm..lgipun mak dh terboyot2 la tggu hari nk deliver adik  J )

Saya ade banyak gigi…ada beran?? Hehehe..mak paling suka tang gigi taring, mcm taring ‘aummmmm’ (bunyi yg sofea wat kalo ditnya cane bunyi tiger)..hehehe.

Okay, before ku ulas lanjut..kt cni nk kongsi satu rhsia dlm pic ni..(tone mcm iklan OREO tu)..hehe..aku npk tinggi di situ kn? hahaha..before took pic tuh, sempat pulak husband amik stu kotak n suh aku pijak ats tu..so,bru leh npk seimbang this pic...sabar je la.....................nk wat cane, rendang2 cute gitu! :P

Pic taken after sembahyang raya, pas makan2..(rendang daging Hari raya kali ni disediakan oleh 2 orang jejaka berbaju hijau kuning pucuk pisang di tengah2 itu merangkap my bros-in law)..hehehe..nak mengharapkan akak ipar korang ni, hampehhh! :P

Pas sesi shooting2 ni, sessi mintak maaf to each other. First hand yg aku salam of course is my husband. Honestly, this moment is really awkward to me. I was too shy to say sorry and admit my mistakes. Or..i can admit my mistakes, but I was too shy to say sorry (kedengaran lagu “Sorry seems to be the hardest word’ )..not that I’m an ego person, but aduhhh…xtau nk explain. Malu betul la nk mintak maaf salam2 tu..xtau kenapa…haishhhh..

And whenever we have dispute, I always want to ask an apology from him, tapi mesti terbantut….coz perasaan malu tau, or maybe xreti…haishh..i always want to mintak maaf from him each night before we go to bed..tapi, xterbuat jugak..haishh..smpai kdg2 he’ll be the one who said ‘ xnk mintak maaf ke??”  J

And, there are at times, my husband will ask me, “sejak kita kahwin, is there anything yang u xpuashti dgn I, or is there anything that u want me to improve”…and aku diam jee…no respond…just senyum je cem kerang busuk..kerang pun senyum gi lawa aku rasa..haha..pastu aku jwb..”natilah I bgtau”..smpai skang..harammmm..xde aku jwb :p

Deep in heart, aku nk jwb cemni, tapi lidahku kelu (ewahh!) …”You have been a perfect husband to me and a perfect father to my daughter..and I’m so thankful to Allah for His Grace, He made us to be together . And, I’m so lucky to be your wife”…*tearsss*

And…choppp2, ada lagu jugak,

“ You are my strength when I was weak,

You are my voice when I couldn’t speak,

You are eyes when I couldn’t see,

You saw the best there was in me,

Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach (sbb I rendah :p)

You give me faith coz u believe,

I’m everything I’m because you love me…………..”

P/S : Entry Hari Raya ke Hari Anniversary ni??? Hahaha.

Ok, sambung2..

Pastu kami bertolak ke Kg.Bongsu, Pahang  utk ziarah kubur arwah abah n mak..

Kat rumah Ayah Lang..

Since we are already kt Pahang, so gi la mampir ke rumah Ayah Lang…

Zahir : Ya, nmpak x ape yg abg yir npk tu?

Sofea : Haaa? Mane? Mane?

Zahir : Ala..kat situ la…bwh pokok2 tu..(sambil menudingkan jari ke arah suatu kawasan)

Sofea : Yerlah..mari kita dtg dekat tgk…bunyi mcm dinasour tu, bior betul dinasour wujud lagi skang ni, mak kata, mak pun xsempat nk jupe dinasour coz dorang dh pupus lama

Zahir : Ala…nk kena pergi ke?? Kita ajak parent sekali la..kita kan kecittt lagi ni..

Sofea : Kita kena pergi jugak, nanti kalo kuar paper, glamer la kite abg yir..hehe

Zahir : Hmmm..okay la okay la..joms!

Zahir : Ya, jalan depan dlu tau!

Sofea : Kan Ya tgh jln kt depan Yir ni….

Eh3, rsnyer bukan dinasour la…cem kecik je binatang ni, kata mak, kalo dinasour, kita kena mendongak kalo nk eye-to-eye dgn dorang..ni cenonet je…paras lutut kita je ni…

Sofea : Kita tgk dari sini je la Abg Yir..

Zahir : Ok, kejap jerk tau..abg nk gi mkn kuih raya pulak ni..

Ok dah, sampai cni je..mak dah penat mengarut..kahkahkah!

Narrator : Penat berdiri mencangkung pulak dak 2rang ni…kesian kan…xpernah npk angsa…kah kah kah

Ni lagi satu..percubaan utk wat video klip raya..sambil Sofea nyanyi lagu raya “ Pakcik dan makcik..duit raya jgn lupa nak diberi…..” (alter cket dri lagu asal) hehe.

Raya 2

Pagi2 raya ke-2, time org sume msih diulit mimpi…Abah melayan Sofea main2 air kt luar rumah…haih.

Okayy..smbung jlan-jalan cari duit rya..Ni kat rumah Mak Teh..kat cni kami melantak byk..coz beraya cum mkn thgri skali..npk x muka sy (jap aku jap sy, lantakkkkk!) hehe..cem berseri2 kan? Kah kah kah..persan pulak tu..org kate pembawakan baby girl.. J

Aku sj 'large' kan pic tu bior npk jelas k'glow'inganku itu...wahaha..perasannnn nyer! (sekali lagi, ade aku kesah?) :P

Pastu bertolak g Lengging – kg my late MIL..kat cni mkn mcm2 jugak..sup ekor pun ade…n mee rebus kot? Eh ke mee bandung? Eh mee ape eh? xhengattt la pulak…yg pasti..mee.hik.

Byk pic lain, tapi sy pilih pic yg ni je la..coz clear muka I gitu..cess betul kan? Hehe..

comment: Mak aiii...sekelepuk pic aku je dlm pic ats ni, beso nyer amik space...kahkahkah

ni msih di Lengging..singgah rumah in law Mak Mai..mkn mee jgak..sedapsss…tapi perut sy dh sgt penuhhh..kne defragment dlu…hehe..layan air je…aisss mmg xpernh mengecewakan.. :p

Raya 3

Pergi ziarah kubur mak abah wat kali ke-2, coz ada tahlil with family2 belah Abah.

So, after tahlil, kami gather kat surau nearby..makan2 (sponsored by Mak Ndak) n then kami posing2 tnda kenangan..

Sangat berlainan tanpa Mak L

p/s : pic2 ats ni berlainan size, ade kecik ade besr ade kecik ade besar,ade kecik ade besar..
haa...lbih besar pic tuh aku wat, mknanya, lg aku nak tgk dgn lbih jelas la pic tu coz dier kcik sgt...wohoo!

~SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN~